JUST DONT GIVE UP ON ME - i wont let u down

after repatching my relation with afiq......
i thought that everyth will b da same.....
but i guess i was wrong......
there are many things or people that wishes someones relationship tp fail....
that day, i went out for lunch with afiq, but we got into a small debate about someth stupid come to think about it, anyway...... i left cause i didnt want it to end up to a big deal,,,,,
so i went back; well not with afiq. at that time my friend who happen to be a dude, was nearby meaning at the same shopping centre. i called him and asked if he could send me home. and so he did. Afiq didnt know this at the time..... later that nite i told bout my friend who sent me home.....
which really means nothing significant to me.... but afiq felt that i have betrayed his trust.
i dont blame him for getting mad, but i just think...... well i dont know what to think.
i wish i hadnt don wat i did, but past is in the past;
i feel bad, and even though i know that he feels sad about it, he puts up a smile to mask it....
that makes it harder for me to bear.......
i'm sorry syg...... i didnt mean to hurt you.....
but through his eyes i'm still clean cut and refine......