Invincible ~ MUSE

Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be alright
'Cause there's no one like you in the universe

Don't be afraid
What your mind conceives
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible

During the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible

Do it on your own
It makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be
And whatever they say
Your souls unbreakable

During the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible
Together we're invincible

During the struggle
They will pull us down
Please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible
Together we're invincible

true that!

i called you
but you're never there
i loved you
but you didn't care
When i left you
you came after,
saying that there's no one other

its not easy for me
to open up and let you in
but deep inside i know that
you will love me on matter what

JUST DONT GIVE UP ON ME - i wont let u down

after repatching my relation with afiq......
i thought that everyth will b da same.....
but i guess i was wrong......
there are many things or people that wishes someones relationship tp fail....
that day, i went out for lunch with afiq, but we got into a small debate about someth stupid come to think about it, anyway...... i left cause i didnt want it to end up to a big deal,,,,,
so i went back; well not with afiq. at that time my friend who happen to be a dude, was nearby meaning at the same shopping centre. i called him and asked if he could send me home. and so he did. Afiq didnt know this at the time..... later that nite i told bout my friend who sent me home.....
which really means nothing significant to me.... but afiq felt that i have betrayed his trust.
i dont blame him for getting mad, but i just think...... well i dont know what to think.
i wish i hadnt don wat i did, but past is in the past;
i feel bad, and even though i know that he feels sad about it, he puts up a smile to mask it....
that makes it harder for me to bear.......
i'm sorry syg...... i didnt mean to hurt you.....
but through his eyes i'm still clean cut and refine......

what to do?

lets say that i have found my chuck bass and i am Blair....
so when all this time the guy that you have willingly avoid turns out to be the one to steal ur heart... and u feel like everything is going to be fine..... and u hope that there is nothing wrong will come close between you and him..
but what if a third person come into the picture.....
and this third person is a close friend for a long time..... and that this third person has invited me to have lunch with him???
well the problem is.... whether i tell my chuck or not?????
i'd would bring him along to the lunch, but then there will be a battle of men's ego flying across the table.... and i dont think i can handle that kind of drama.........

now how do we know that we have found the right person?
well, you dont..... i know that im not suppose to say that.... especially im in the midst of mending my own relationship....
but somethings we get together just because its easier that way... to finally call ur other half.
sometimes i wonder if the one you have in ur heart is the one that will be with you until the end????

i admit that i am not as angelic as i want to be..... meaning that i have been on dates while with 'chuck'.... but in the end i end up telling him and that its just an action out of fear....
my fear of getting close to someone......
but lately i wonder that what if i told that one person.... that one person that i had a crush on for sometime...... what if it wasnt fear? what if thats the real deal????
'chuck' is everything i'm looking for in a guy, but why do i feel that he's not the one???

is this a reasoning im telling myself so i dont get close too someone..??????
yes! i'm afraid to get close to person..... close to my heart. to someone that i can surrender to.
why is this so hard????
all i hope that i find the one person we all hope to find in our life.....
and that no one gets hurt along the way.....

ah..........give me a sign!