saya sayang bf saya!

2 roommates and myself are currently in a relationship.....
but being in a relationship is not easy.....
those who assume, wont know the challenges and drama that we have to go through
anyways.... these three people always face the same guy problems.....
that no matter how much we care for our partner, there's always a third person that shatter the the placid life and causes a ripple.....
but who's to blame for this messy situation?
well in my experience, there's no one to blame
its human nature that a man is physically attracted to a women and visa versa
but the deal is that, a friendly encounter is not wrong but the other person that we care deeply for will get hurt. now it that something you want to risk?
I've seen my friends go out with guys that is not their beloved, but they still go hearts filled with guilt... now that's not rational at all......
my bf went to aussie for two weeks for his best friend's wedding....
but despite our two years separation, it not that easy to forget someone that you have given your heart to.....
one roommate found new love, the other enjoys the years of her relationship, and myself; mending the one that i have willingly lost and found again.....
this post maybe cheesy and overrated but i think a reminder to ourselves once in a while reminds us what a good thing we have and dont let anyone tell you otherwise.....

ramdom.....gile

People are so phony
Nosy coz they're lonely
Aren't you sick of the same thing?
They say so and so was dating
Love you or they're hatin
When it doesn't matter anyway
Coz we're here tonight

the debate mates....

here in KBM..... i must say the moments that i've enjoyed most would be the times with my debate mates. different forms of myself with their own history and experience. even though our debate team is small, but i prefer it that way.... its like the family we need to support us through all the good and bad times we face on campus. We have the computer wizz, the photographer, the kid, MPP, the leader, the player, the nasyid, the silent and the loud.... a rojak of kids that can get along.... well some of us anyways..... i dont know yet how much i can commit to the team, but i know that i have commit myself to the people.... and even though that all this was not part of my life's plans. but i'm glad it has happen anyways........ so cheers to you KBM debaters......

FOR HILDA ZAMRI

i have a friend that i've met in sudan. her name is Hilda Zamri. she's more that my best friend, she's like my sister. we're been through bad times and worst times. but when i graduated from high school she was there. and now i've considered her as my family. but what kind of a person forgets her family. i totally have left her in the dark about my life since i left high school...
i bet she hates my guts rite now.... i've broken my promise
but i want her to know that; even thought that i did get to meet or talk to her.... i still think of her. how she's doing now? if she's having a good life, the life that she always deserve.
but all talk and no actions does not give me the right to be forgiven.
hildy i hope you can forgive me, for all the silent times and the times that you needed me and i wasnt there.... when you come to meet me... i hope we can clear the air.
also that i met to tell you but as it is.... i'm still trying to sort my life...
it's not all peachy clean at all.....
going through a real dilemma.....
i hope to hear from you.... soon....
call me ok
i lost my phone... so i have a new number
i'll email it to you.

new kitchen...

the true story of A3-4 room in Tun Mutahir Hostel

me and my roommate was studying late at nite in our hall, by our study table.
i was boiling water to make myself a cup of coffee, and Met was at her table doing her work.
the kettle was by the kitchen, after i made my drink i went to my table next to Met's. but then i felt something strange. i thought it was just me, but then i asked Met if she saw something. She was like "Eya....aku pun nampak wei... tapi xnak ckp apa2....eee takut la kak ika!"
i didnt want to make it as if i was too freaked out, but i just mcm buat xtau je la......
now i know that we have 10 not 9 people in the house....
is this true or just another hostel story i dont know...
but i just hope that its not was bad i imagine it to be..........

And so the story begins.......

last nite me and my roommates were suppose to study for our csc class quiz, but we end up doing stupid things. not only our study tables are rite next to each other in a row, but that all of us were glued onto facebook and just writing comments on each others page despite the fact that we're sitting next to each other.
My roommate Met, she watched a ghost movie earlier and she got scared, i mean really scared. so me, eda and stef started to scare her about sleeping alone and the boggy man will come.lol.
she even took a very very short shower.
then one of the other two crazy ladies, which im not going to specify who;(you know who you are :p) kept doing the wrong thing in creating her blog, she then just gave up..... but it was funny as hell. i know that it seems boring for my first post, but more will come and i assure that more drama will occur.
peace out!